I am 58 years old, am celibate, in my youth, at the age of 20, I considered to serve and follow God. My vocation was not "like fireworks" that rise, you see the colors, you see it nice that are and disappear. No, my call, or vocation, wine, first because God called me because The quiso
, not for my poor merits, which were void... called at the edge of my heart, I thought that... I prayed... allowed myself to guide...: I reacted! and with difficulties, errors and questions and questions, without knowing that I was passing... I went so far as to fall ill... there in my bed, in the quietude of my bedroom I "saw"
clearly what God, my Love
, wanted of me... not me apart from the world... since then and till then, I remain in him... but my life changed, with a semillita
that God put in my mind and in my heart... young. A work, a fiancée... I left everything, it was difficult to me to understand it. . they have happened many years since then, I put my hands on the plow and I keep on opening a rut in a fertile ground, I am the mule that puts the force, I do not look for behind, behind they continue and they are still friends, that I try to come to his hearts. You will ask me about two things, if it costs sacrifices and if it is worth while... I will answer you yes, there is sacrifio
, but yes: be worth while...!!!
it give everything, not to have anything yours... God, the others and you... in this order, does that although I take 14 years with an illness of serious depression, I get up in the mornings and repeat myself every day: thank you Gentleman, because you have called me...!!!
and you I will say young man, I speak to you... nothing is, it is possible to compare nothing to see the face of the Nazarene, to be confessed and
to receive it in the Holy Mass. . in addition to a lot of "madnesses of love" that the Church sends to us so that following our queridisimo
Pope Benedicto XVI, our spiritual food, it satisfies us until the day of our death, I will end up by stressing, that: I am happy, very happy! since I said: if!!!
MANUEL FERNANDO IBARZ AND BIELSA
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